Blah blah blah. More complaining. I am a privileged rich white lazy asshole with a healthy very easy pregnancy that I am being a huge fucking suck about.
I slipped up. I started to think that I was an actual normal person, instead of just someone who can fake normal because of drugs. I just forgot that for a little while. I can’t afford to forget it.
I love this baby but I am not sure how i feel about having her. It feels like a selfish mistake, calling her into existence and then making her live with us when CLEARLY I can’t manage the totally easy privileged life i already have.